To me it is strange that instead of going for a social drink, i would rather be alone. And yet that is the case.
I cannot wait to finish tafe.
One more week and Im on holidays and i can just drink every night and actually have a moderately relaxed state of mind.
I wish I had that thing that made me special.
Some people are really good at drawing or playing an instrument or have that unique thing they are known for.
What do i have?
The only thing different about me is my defects.
Last night
I was getting my boyfriend and I a drink at the bar and had to wait in line for like 20 minutes.
Meanwhile, this guy came up to me and started chatting me up and touching me and wouldnt let me go.
I told him to stop it and he was just being drunk and stupid and I felt so uncomfortable.
I know if my friends knew he was harassing me they would help me but they didnt realise he was some random person.
It just made me think that if something really bad happened to me, I would be more or less helpless.
Not that I need something else to be scared of in life but I need to really toughen up if I want to be able to defend myself in situations like this that could get more serious.
